beybeykulit:

Yung bang may mga boards tapos nakalagay I’M SORRY, WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND mga ganyan or yung nagbabasa ka tapos biglang ilalagay yung headset sa ulo mo tas ang lyrics BE MY GIRLFRIEND or yung may nagaganap na pagbibigay ng bulaklak mula sa mga kaibigan mo then panghuli siya. Ayoko kasi nung sa text lang or chat. Demanding ako no? Kaya wala pa kong boyfriend eh. kasi alam naman nating lahat naBIHIRA NA LANG ANG MGA LALAKING GANYAN

nakakatuwa prang ako lng dati..= )..i miss it though

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yesterday, today, tomorrow, and forever I’ll be dying ‘cause I’ve been so true to the person i love and yet, i get fucking lies. I’m not perfect as i always say to you. i don’t have a huge ego, i get easily upset, depressed. figuring out lots of things that i should have known before was just so totally absurd. what have i done wrong to deserve this kind of pain. it could have been someone else not me. I’m caught in the middle of confusion, stuck in the midst of death. i know you’re thinking that I am kinda over reacting on things. i am compassionate when it’s about my loved ones, but how could that person be inconsiderate of what i feel. i know there a lot of bigger problems out there, but still if this things happen to you, i swear you’ll ask God why?if only i was not with an obnoxious person.? i hurts a lot the pain is not tolerable.=(.

i miss my best-friend it could have been him if he just told me. i know he’s the only guy who really cares for me, he was there still there for me even if i stupidly left him because of a guy that sooner or later intentionally hurts me emotionally. i always have my suicidal tendencies, like this morning on my way to school i again got stuck up in the middle of the street with rushing cars and buses. i don’t really know why am i like this. my brain black-out in a snap, and returning to a normal state, i was thinking i wish those vehicles just rush and never stepped on their breaks. at least i’m dead and i wont be feel any pain. how i wish..=(.

i want to see him badly cause i wanna cry my lungs out to him.he taught me how to be strong to have the courage and not to be a coward, look at the things at their brightest side never look at the negative where the darkness is. he inspires me he never left me once.

my mom these days was observing and noticing me, why am i so gloomy i only told her “ma’ i’m just tired don’t worry. the past weeks were rough at school there’s a lot of deadlines for projects and of course final exam.” for ”TODAY’S” ERRANDS, I’ve accomplished my adjustment for the 3rd term this school year. i have to go back and fort from akic to main and vise versa, may class for next term will occupy m-s so i’ll be effin busy.hahaha.. and hello to tiring laboratory classes.. =)).. and i shall  always see handsome guys..hahaha just kiddin!?anyway, checking out.!

yesterday, today, tomorrow, and forever I’ll be dying ‘cause I’ve been so true to the person i love and yet, i get fucking lies. I’m not perfect as i always say to you. i don’t have a huge ego, i get easily upset, depressed. figuring out lots of things that i should have known before was just so totally absurd. what have i done wrong to deserve this kind of pain. it could have been someone else not me. I’m caught in the middle of confusion, stuck in the midst of death. i know you’re thinking that I am kinda over reacting on things. i am compassionate when it’s about my loved ones, but how could that person be inconsiderate of what i feel. i know there a lot of bigger problems out there, but still if this things happen to you, i swear you’ll ask God why?if only i was not with an obnoxious person.? i hurts a lot the pain is not tolerable.=(.

i miss my best-friend it could have been him if he just told me. i know he’s the only guy who really cares for me, he was there still there for me even if i stupidly left him because of a guy that sooner or later intentionally hurts me emotionally. i always have my suicidal tendencies, like this morning on my way to school i again got stuck up in the middle of the street with rushing cars and buses. i don’t really know why am i like this. my brain black-out in a snap, and returning to a normal state, i was thinking i wish those vehicles just rush and never stepped on their breaks. at least i’m dead and i wont be feel any pain. how i wish..=(.

i want to see him badly cause i wanna cry my lungs out to him.he taught me how to be strong to have the courage and not to be a coward, look at the things at their brightest side never look at the negative where the darkness is. he inspires me he never left me once.

my mom these days was observing and noticing me, why am i so gloomy i only told her “ma’ i’m just tired don’t worry. the past weeks were rough at school there’s a lot of deadlines for projects and of course final exam.” for ”TODAY’S” ERRANDS, I’ve accomplished my adjustment for the 3rd term this school year. i have to go back and fort from akic to main and vise versa, may class for next term will occupy m-s so i’ll be effin busy.hahaha.. and hello to tiring laboratory classes.. =)).. and i shall  always see handsome guys..hahaha just kiddin!?anyway, checking out.!

enabling myself to grow and mature!

It has been a while since I last posted a blog here. So, I’m going to give you pleasure in reading my senseless works…lolxz… I’m dreaming big for my career, career in life and field. I have to study harder, I know I didn’t do well during the previous term, I did my very best but the thing is there are few people who underestimate my mental abilities and capabilities. Sometimes, I’m a bit rough to people because I’m scared of people hurting me emotionally and physically, my instinct tells me to fight for what I know is right. I know when to and not to fight. living my single life and dealing with it is quite hard actually, I’m in the black-hole of conspiracy where it sucks my mind up, morbidly confused with my situation on how I must feel and how would I deal with the pain.

I’m intimidated with education and pressures going on right now, I try not to get affected as I possibly can. Planning to have a job at a coffee shop near our school campus, I think it would really be fun and be working with my friend Gin “Ely”, on Tuesday it’ll be getting application forms and hoping I could push it through my schedule for the upcoming term. yikess… hard work! it doesn’t mean that my family is poor. I just want to have a past time and be productive; I could go to the gym during Sundays while my parents go shopping. hmm… so yeah!

This week I’ve been too busy working on my Bracelet, Earring, and Lipstick Holder, I need to change few thing in my bedroom arrangements, and it is indeed a big bunch of mess all over the place! My stuffs are going BOOM. BANG.QUAK.BREAK! It’s a big clutter, if only we have the show in U.S. “Clean House” which they would raid homes to fix the clutter you have in there. Lolxz. I need my walls to be repainted after the storm maybe during summer if I have enough funds in my tiny pocket, I would have it repainted just need 3 types of color and different paints for the cement wall and wood division. These are merely plans and hoping to accomplish it by then.

There are things that I want to do for the rest of my 20’s I’m already 21 and I need to be mature enough on certain things, especially on my personality and appearance. I’m not the saucy type of girl like any other girl out there. I can be bold in language but not obscene as other hoes. I’m simple and boyish get to know me you’ll never regret being my friend, just don’t abuse me. People will like you if you do this and just be tactful.  I don’t care if they like me or not, the most important thing is I don’t step on other people and scrutinize them.

 Workplace where I want to be:

GooD Friday!

there a big day ahead for me. i will be meeting few people today, yah my class starts at 8 am and be home at 4 pm.so enough said.there’s always later for story telling.. have a nice day!=)

Good Thursday Morning,

This morning i woke up 4:40 am just to take my medicine “celebrex 200 mg” and “flex-bone”. then, i help myself and applied painkiller ointment on my lower-back just to ease the pain away from me. it’s really hard to have this kind of illness. back pain that radiated from one part to another, it isn’t a big joke to have this. and i have to see my doctor.

I’ve been doing some research on Golden Rice for my individual infomercial. plan to interview few people around by Saturday maybe. just in case, you are wondering. videos presentation is not that easy you have to be prepared with your questions. i’m not cramming and all that if that’s what you see, but i’m telling you now i’m not even scared of doing it all alone. there always been harder projects I’ve gone through and all i need is patience and inspiration. there’s a lot of ideas i have but people neglects it so why do i have to insist, right?! 

I’m craving on food and beverages today, i wanted to go out an go to trinoma or sm north edsa to have my mom’s glasses updated and i also plan to buy a new pair of eyeglasses.  my legs is in pain but the medicine is strong that relieves the pain actually comparing the pain earlier its more relieved.

this weekend my brother is planning to dine my parents out for lunch on Sunday. i hope he ask me to come with them..hahaha..  and there’s my opportunity to shoot my video/ infomercial for the chemistry lecture.  but for now listing my things to do for the day!

Good Evening,

it was a hell day yesterday i got tired and there’s a lot of crap happened to me the whole day..uhmm yah.. I feel so pissed tonight as well because of a crappy guy! You know, it’s hard to figure out if he’s still into you or not. The thing here, is he really sincere and true. And even tho he always say to you that he wants you back.. I hate those kinds of person who makes a bullshit out of you.!and lie once more…well i know there are few guys who are just so so not my type but they are the good ones.i had regrets for awhile but then i just blown them away.

Now?i’m feeling bad because i can’t move my leg(left). And i cant barely walk. I can’t go downstairs and definitely i can’t go back up..i feel really bad like i can’t do anything from today until i don’t know..wtf.. I hate this sickness. But still i’ll try to going to school today at 10 am. I hope i get a seat at the lrt.=[..and another major problem it’s nearing finals week and i can’t stay like this i need to catch up on certain things like projects for chemlec and worproc. and about the visas, uhmm, like we talk about it yesterday, after having our new house is built and then, its time to fix the paper. things get crappy at times. i need a vacation. but yeah we don’t have one for this term because of the fucking typhoons! Enough story for this evening.

oh..i almost forget to tell you that i’m planning to have my hair shaved after my cousin’s wedding on october.. i’m ready for it, actually I’ve already planned it for a long time.. i’m not having it shaved just  because it is or was in. i just want to express my own personality. who cares if i wear different hairstyles, like 2 years ago i wore my hair this ways and manages to go to school:

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this is what i am planning to have:

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hello,

I’ve gone shopping a while ago. bought few stuffs with my mom..i had a hard time picking shoes for the event on Monday.my costume is not done yet maybe on Sunday, my mom could get it for me, because i ask my aunt to make it more detailed. with more crystals.i hope she did it.

things i bought:

1. i super love the redness of this lipstick. even with only foundation, eyebrow lined, and this lipstick, you’ll have a simple complete glamorous look.

2. ALDO dimick, it has platform its comfy, but i dont know if i could stand with it all day.. :D

3.Pair of Earings - ALDO (DIFFERENCE IS MINE IS NOT A DANGLE TYPE BUT STUD AND A LITTLE LONGER)

4.Ring - ALDO

5. RED HERRING FLORAL DRESS - DEBENHAMS

6. PJ’S. - ABU

AFTER SHOPPING, my mom and i ate at brother’s burger then we went to some stoneworks’ shops along EDSA-BALINTAWAK. just to find sand and stones. the we went home.this day was really tiring. 

the table’s are already done, the paint is still wet though. also, the posts are done. by tomorrow, were going to make the barrel, the tree trunk, the signs for the post, the brochures. etc. this is one snailly progress, i know 3 days left. wth!.. the typhoon delayed everything! if it wasn’t for the typhoon well finish everything in a giffy.

i still have class by tomorrow morning until the afternoon(3pm), i’ll be home by 4 pm. 1 hr ride to home. i feel so lazy to work today. but i have to, thus i need to buy some ingredients from the super market. i hope they’re complete by sat. and then on Saturday eve, i’ll bake Anzac biscuits for food tasting for the event, and on Sunday evening be preparing for the V.I.P’s meal. tourism exposed is a heck of an experience.it is really tiring.also, my mom got stressed out because of this. it is also a learning experience.